Forgiveness

At last my love has come -
How I loved that song.

Now it just breaks my heart
'cos I let it all go wrong.

I used to think you were my prince,
But now I know you're a lowly toad.

The times I've cried myself to sleep
I tell you now, you'll ever know.

Your controlling ways,
your stupid games
all got to be too much for me.

I threatened to leave
I tried to go,
but never once had the backbone.

Then one day something changed,
I knew I had the choice
To stay & be miserable - hidden away

Or make my way, out the door
To be held back again
Nevermore.

Now I see the things I've missed
The life I would never have.

The hate inside
has started to fade.
For your actions - I'll no longer take the blame.

I wish you all the happiness
that I have finally found.

No regrets -
Don't look back
Forget the "what if's"
Live for now.
It's all for the best -
I think - Somehow.